Thursday, October 8, 2015
This Is Depressing!!
Oh boy, you're crazy if you keep reading this,
you have been warned!
I like crazy though,
but this is depressing!
"people don't like depressing stuff," like my mom says.
I don't think she has ever read any of my writing, she just knows me as a person.
"negative vibes surround me," she says and "people can sense that!"
I guess she is right though, most people can't handle depressing shit
But I don't write for those folks. They can continue to watch their Hangover movies, or Fast and Furious or whatever the fuck they watch.
but I'm a bluesy person and feel the pain of LIFE, like a Charles Bukowski or a Johnny Cash.
it is what is, you hurt of course
and their are those out there who don't want to deal with pain or forget it. Be happy or say a joke please!
I surely understand.
while I sit in a dark bar a lone nursing a drink watching the others, feeling my specific pain, while never understanding the Masses.
I'm a weirdo, I don't go out to have fun, whatever that is
Most won't understand this crazy, depressing, weird, serious shit I write.
a few will though, and I write for them.
Not the mainstream folk.